Friday, September 12, 2008

Don't tell me Donor #2 may be out?!

The clinic has been calling/e-mailing the donor since Tuesday and has not heard back. In my mind that means she is not interested. Really? This is so emotionally hard why does it also have to be logistically hard? Time to start trolling donor banks. It makes me feel kind-of dirty. Like shopping for a mail-order bride or something. It's like shopping on e-bay for a kidney.

It's a weird and uncomfortable mind-set. I keep picturing what the offspring of my husband and random women walking down the street would look like. Creepy right? Have other people doing 3rd party reproduction done that?


bleu said...

Aw shit hun, I am so sorry. What part of the country are you in??
I want this to be so much easier for you.

Chelle said...

OMG, this sounds so frustrating! SUCKY. I wish I had some advice, but all I can do is listen. If you ever need to let it all out, then just let me know.

Also, good for you for the 100 push-ups! Your more motivated than I!!

Peeveme said...

I live the the bay area. We are practically neighbors (at least for a while).