The clinic has been calling/e-mailing the donor since Tuesday and has not heard back. In my mind that means she is not interested. Really? This is so emotionally hard why does it also have to be logistically hard? Time to start trolling donor banks. It makes me feel kind-of dirty. Like shopping for a mail-order bride or something. It's like shopping on e-bay for a kidney.
It's a weird and uncomfortable mind-set. I keep picturing what the offspring of my husband and random women walking down the street would look like. Creepy right? Have other people doing 3rd party reproduction done that?